carolanna

The moment you think your world is falling apart may just be the moment your world is coming together.

  • MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. - Thomas Merton, "Thoughts in Solitude"

My Thanksgiving Lesson

Posted by carolanna on November 29, 2008

God provides. I know this and I’ve never doubted this and I’m constantly reminded of this. This Thanksgiving I have been reminded of the mysterious ways that God works in our lives. How He puts people in our lives at exactly the right moment. Tonight (11/28) was a perfect example of that. He provided exactly what I needed, insignificant though it may have seemed to them, it was perfect. Thank you.

I am so blessed to have the family that I do. I don’t mean just the family that I share part of a gene pool with – I mean my friends that are a part of my family as well. People that over the months and years have come to mean so much to me. People who live this everyday life with me. People who are there (and were there) during some of the darkest moments of my 27 years. They are there to share the brightest moments too.

As I think back over the last year I marvel at the images that flash through my head. The last year has not been an easy year – learning how to live life without the person who gave me life has been kind of crappy (for lack of a better word) – and yet as I look back I see images of love, fun, and joy mixed in with the sad.

I see baking on a rainy day and drinking coffee. I see tennis matches from Dallas to California. I see books and the beaches of Mexico. I see missionaries and Ukrainians who have recently met their Savior and witnessed the pure joy they have found in His grace. I see Livi and Julia laughing. I see dinner with my grandma. I see girls weekend with the cousins in OK. I see dinners with friends in my new home. I see drives through the hills of Virginia. I see immediate bonds forming over www.thepioneerwoman.com. I see my mom’s friends calling me for dinner and coffee. I see people celebrating my birthday. I see relationships forming that didn’t exist this time last year. I see laughter and my introduction to reuben sandwiches. I see putting up decorations with friends and feeling so comfortable and at home.

All this in one year and I have not listed so many things. And yes, I wish I could share these with my mom but I am grateful for the family I have been given. God is good. Thank you all for giving me so much to be grateful for – I am truly blessed.

4 Responses to “My Thanksgiving Lesson”

  1. Stacey said

    We love you soooo very much!!

  2. mica may said

    oooh, sweet carol!! i love you so much. i am so thankful for your friendship and the constant JOY you bring to everyone around you — no matter the circumstances.

    i love you dearly. you are One Strong Woman.

  3. Elizabeth said

    I love u and am grateful for you. Thank you for sharing your life over the internet!! It is very encouraging!!

  4. Beth V. said

    I must say that getting to know and love you over this year has been one of things for which I am most thankful. You have a way of making everyone around you feel special and very comfortable. I love that about you. I hope this year brings me many more opportunities to spend time with you.

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