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The moment you think your world is falling apart may just be the moment your world is coming together.

  • MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. - Thomas Merton, "Thoughts in Solitude"

In a Nutshell

I thought it might be time to update my “About” page.  This is really a list of things I like but it will hopefully give you a little insight into who I am.  Although it’s constantly changing because I’m constantly learning — and I wouldn’t have it any other way.  

I love real, authentic conversations. I love the grace that Christ consistently pours out to me. I LOVE MY NIECES! I love books and reading and getting lost all day in a book that I can’t put down. I love the mountains and the cold weather. I like laughing until my sides hurt. I like playing football with a group of people, whether on the National Mall or in someone’s backyard. I like cooking and hosting a group of people in my home. I liked The OC because I watched it with the same people every week. I liked Alias and Grey’s Anatomy for the same reason. I like writing because I feel as though I’ve accomplished something when I’m finished. I like the Jefferson Monument because it’s circular and it never ends, like so many things in life. I like the Washington Monument because it reminds of a lighthouse that led me home, if I could find it I could find my way home. I like the conversations that are held at coffee shops. I like BBQ’s in backyards with friends. I like sitting around a fire while my friends strum their guitar. I like random trips that I hesitate to go on because they are spontaneous. I like feeling like someone really knows you and visa versa. I also like being anonymous in the big window at the bookstore overlooking the city. I like the flat land laid out before me with possibility. I like romantic movies. I like suspense movies. I can cry at a good commercial. I can be stubborn as a mule and a pushover if it’s the right person doing the pushing. I can pull things through in the end better than most. I like camping and cooking over a campfire. I like the theatre. I like food but mainly because it’s eaten with other people. I like wrap around porches and great big backyards. I love fall. I like being snowed in with friends and watching 24 for days on end. I like playing in the snow with friends. I like seeing new places. I like coming home.

MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think
that I am following your will does not mean that I am
actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in
fact please you.
And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing.
I hope that I will never do anything apart from that
desire.
And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the
right road though I may know nothing about it.
Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to
be lost and in the shadow of death.
I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you
will never leave me to face my perils alone.
- Thomas Merton, “Thoughts in Solitude”

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